10
Aug
Well it’s been quite a while since I posted on my blog site, I know I built this to keep on posting my ideas, but I have to say it’s been tough, first lack of time, second delegating so many projects, and learning new technologies that it’s very hard to keep my blog up to date. I have loads of ideas in posts to put, but the issue is that it will take so much time for me to do it.
Well over the course of the year I’ve been having many ideas, issues, insecurities and so fourth, with our economical downturn, the incompetence of the government, the greed of the rich to exploit the others, is getting worse and worse by every day that passes. Allot of my insecurities has been about what will I do, since I lost my job at Intel on April 24th, I went out into the real world, and I saw how the market is, it’s very daunting, and I’ve been thinking that I might have to change my career. I have been thinking, all these years, of lack of sleep, and building up my skills to get where I’m to have to suddenly forget everything I know, it can’t be, it really cannot. After 3 months of painstaking work, and with no replies from companies, no feedback from them to know what I’m doing wrong it’s overwhelming. But I am thinking to myself, do not lose hope, keep on pushing forward, and just slowly improve your skills. I’m known in a small company called Digiscan, and it’s nothing related to my work, but at least I keep my mind clear, and it helps relieve some of the tension. To all the people out there, “DO NOT LOOSE HOPE”, fight for what you deserve, we cannot let this happen to us.
Now other things that I say this year 2009 will be a tough year, and I think very tough for many people. First the passing of my grandmother on April 21st, 2009, then the loss of my job, my financial bankruptcy can really take its toll, and also in relationship issues is also something that I haven’t quite grasped, but I do hope by some miracle my luck will change, and I hope at least by the end of the year, the year will turn around to a more favorable times, and hopefully to all the others out there.
Peace to all, and keep on fighting.
